friday song rebecca black

By admin on 3:37 PM

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Frankly, I'm sick of this shit that keeps popping up all over the internet. Rebecca Black. This crazy ass girl.  I wasn't sure if this video was a spoof, I don't know if its serious, but I'm acting like it serious cause she seem to be so full of herself and the fact that its Friday. It's so irritating  and its the most annoying sound/video I have heard in my entire life.

It starts out with this calender and it keeps flipping through the days of the week while a cartoon version of her is singing her little harmony. She like 'Gotta be fresh, gotta go downstairs Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal'. At that point I'm already annoyed with this damn song. She gets downstairs while everyone rushes behind her and she says, she has to go catch the bus but the funny thing is, her friends come up driving a convertible which they are clearly not legally able to drive. They look like frigging 14 year olds. 

She doesn't even get in the car at the point. She stands there and phantoms which seat she should sit in even though the front seat is clearly not an option because there are two people in the front so she obviously had to sit in the back. So of course she stands there and has a dilemma which she thinks makes her look cool. Which seat am I going to sit in with this car full of four people. She a stupid Bitch, thats all I'll say. 

rest in peace (and in pieces)

By admin on 8:37 PM

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As this soul is in its coping stage, and while in his darkest moment in the history of his not so successful love tale, there are crazy and good things that he just realize. He had never imagined that pain can destroy his system and the way things he should  be done. He knows what to do, yet he opted doing otherwise because he is having hard time of letting go of something and someone. His mind exactly know where to stand on the situation like where he is now, yet his  broken heart brings him to the opposite side of the fence.

Mind over heart, or, heart over mind?

Confusing. Complicated. Debatable. He make it hard for himself. He prefers to experience such pain in order to overcome it. He had to, in order to appreciate the true meaning of love. For him true love never ends. Somehow you have to let go, but how?

Many tried to comfort this soul. Some so sincere, some are not. He knows his friends better. Letting go, may seem so hard at the moment, yet he knows it's the best he could do to start heal a bleeding heart. How would someone start moving-on, if he could not let go of things? He may seem so down, he may seem dysfunctional, but he is still alive. He is in pain which remind him he's alive and he has life. He should regain his momentum to be the person he was. Hurting. He is now at rest, but no quiting. Rest in peace and in pieces.

Soon, he will get better. After the storm, the sun will again shine. Beyond the darkest clouds is a promise that the sun will shine again and bring new life to everyone who was in darkness. Yes, maybe he had been in the darkest moment in his life, but with those moment, he see light better. In his darkest night, he see the brightest stars in the sky. In his darkest nights, he see his own star, the star that guided him throughout, his LORD.

Now on he is on the healing process. Yes it's a process. No one knows how long would it be. But he will be healed soon. It may be sooner than he think or it may be even longer, but he is holding on. Holding on, not to the situation, holding on not to his pain, holding on, not to things he could not understand but holding on to the promise of healing, the promise of his Lord. He now trust, he depend and he surrender. He trust not himself. He depend not on his capacity. He surrender not on the situation. He TRUST, HE DEPEND HE SURRENDER only to his GOOD and MIGHTY SAVIOR, his forever GOOD LORD.

Now he find himself on bended knees. Tears rolling down his cheek. Pain is still there.He is now ready for the process. He has now the heart. Fragile it may seem, but he has a heart. In his darkest night he hopes that when he wakes up, he will have the brightest morning.Yes he will have it and he claimed it, because it was promised to him. He is starting to pick up his pieces. Soon he will finally REST in PEACE.

God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them. We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure---- Hebrews 6:10-11

kim kardashian song

By admin on 6:21 PM

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So it's official: Kim Zolciak is no longer the worst singer ever to come out of a reality TV series and into a recording studio.
The honor now goes to Kim Kardashian, released of her new single "Jam (Turn It Up)." It's a dead-brained piece of generic dance music, without a single distinguishing feature. As for Kim's singing, it's a bit of breathing that's been auto-tuned into something vaguely approximating a vocal. So Kim I think your should seriously consider doing what you do best. Make porno!!!

Click to listen f Kim Kardashian song

life's a bitch, then you die.

By admin on 4:50 PM

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I am 29 now but still living at home with my friends, at a time when all my other so-called friends have their own apartment. It is a bit demoralizing. I have never really felt completely happy because even as a child I was totally aware of the fact that my parents were dealing with heavy things and we had it really hard.

I have generally made poor decisions for the most my life. I feel like have made a complete mess of it. When I was about 15 decided that I didn't care anymore and I was just going to drink a lot, go to parties and I had sex with my with sex with one of my cousins. I have always had very low self esteem. 

At about 20 that I wanted a better life and started making attempts at getting my life on track  me and it took a very long time to give it up. Meanwhile I was searching for someone to love me and take care of me and perhaps save me...with disastrous results. I kind of gave up on that but yet still found myself waking up in bad relationships. 

However, I have manage to get a my 5 subjects in cxc but, unfortunately, the main subject that I wanted I didn't achieve it. About five years ago, after trying to find happiness by changing locations I move out for two weeks but eventually I came back to home to my parents feeling totally lost"self help" and "find your calling" books it is ridiculous.

I usually don't stay consistent with anything, though right now I am attempting to form a consistent relationship with a psychologist. I do have some practical plans right now which I am not terribly excited about but I do see as a way to solve some of my problems (CNA route to nursing school). 

I just don't know how I am going to survive with the sadness and frustration that I feel so much of the time. I hate living here and I see no way out for about a year. I see no way out of the sadness and suffering that I feel and the years just keep on passing. I attempt to feel grateful for what I have but then I just start crying. I really am a cool, funny, into music, art and clothing...very nice in general but I cannot find friends that are deep or seem to understand me at all. 

I am very isolated and feel unappreciated by my family. Perhaps people sense the dark side of me? Though when I was living in Portland, OR, people were more open to me than they are here in the south. I would like to get back out there but it seems impossible. 

I have rambled on enough. If you have anything to share that might help, I would appreciate it. Thank You!

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